#2

Guys,
In two months, we are gonna hold our last farewell.
Its getting closer, and faster without realizing it.
I've been feeling much better. Thanks to you.


Im crying not because my past any longer.
I'm crying because i'm going to lose people, again.
My only wish, to have our farewell together
Spending nights together, sharing thoughts together, playing our last truth or dare, loving each other sincerely, watching movies, eating a lot together, crying together, laughing together, letting go each other with happiness, and realizing that we will not have much time to spend together anymore.
As we grow older later,
we will be very busy with our new things.
We wont be able to meet everyday, every week, or even months or years.
Each of us will leave. And all of us will be separated by distance.
We were together because we see each other often, but i believe that no matter how far the distance, we will always see each other whenever we get the chance to.
We built this friendship with so many tears and pain, yet so beautiful to be forgotten.
 So many times we cried. Boys. Friends. Life. Stress. School. Teachers. Family. Etc.

I wanted to be happy again, really.
But i always think that if i get healed and start to feel blessed again, i'm afraid that the nightmare will come and destroy me, again. Because i know i could be worse than i'v ever been.

I dont want to lose people again.
But the fact is, in life we will lose people.
People never stays.
They will leave. Any time, any where.
And no matter what, you have to accept it.
In fact, you leave people too.

Noone stays.
People leave. People die. People get sick and tired. People change.
You too.

I'm so touched. SOOOOOO TOUCHED. everytime we talk about how fast it is, getting soooo close to our farewell.

Yeah, i'm always be the one who regrets.
Never appreciate things i had until i lose it.

Baes,
Lets make this year be the most unforgettable year! <3