Heal me

Can we get healed, father?
Heal me, heal me.


Lemme live, once again.
Lemme get healed, for once.
Lemme see the better world, with a positive perspectives.
Heal me, because i cant heal myself.
Heal me, because i've been hurt for so long.
Heal me, because im in so much  pain.
Heal me, because i've got too much scars.
Heal me, because you're the Father.
Heal me, Father.
Please let me smile, without having to put some efforts to do it.
I miss everything back then, i can never forget, i can never let them go. Can never........ never.
I was supposed to be there, with these some beautiful homes.
I wanna go home, i wanna go home.
I slowly forget things, sooner or later, i will forget everything i used to have, i used to know, i used to see.
No matter how painful, how beautiful, how memorable they were.
I will forget.
And when it all happens, i will leave them.
I leave once, and i will leave twice.
Everyone leaves soon.
So give me the last chance to leave, and never come back.
Its been so hard for me to wake up everyday and pretending about everything.
Faking myself infront of everyone, faking my life.
Do you know how it feels, wanting to end everything this much?
feeling so forlorn, and lonely, and dark, and empty at the same time?