Why i write

I write because i feel.
I write because i dont have anyone to share with.
I write because i feel lonely.
I write becauase i'm alone.
I write because i'm fucked up.
I write because  its the only thing that can understand me.
I write because i dont need anyone else.
I write because i want them to know that i'm here struggling once more to meet them.
I write because i dont know how to write.
I write because i'm tired.
I write because i'm sick.
I write because i'm stressed.
I write because i just cried.
I write because i hate people.
I write because i hate myself.
I write because i want to delete my feelings.
I write because i want to be dissapear unknownly.
I write because i want to find someone who's dying. just like me.
I write because i dont have soul.
I write because i dont have anything.
I write because no one is there.
I write because everything is sucks.
I write because diary words are better than anything else.
I write because i can't express it to anyone.
I write because i can't explain.
I write because i needed to.
I write because i have so much to do.
I write because i got scolded.
I write because it hurt my pride.
I write because nobody understands me.
I write because i get hurt.
I write because i'm dying to death.
I write because i lost something.
I write because i feel bitchy.
I write because people judged me.
I write because i can never live outside nor inside anymore.
I write because i lost everything.
I write because i am a mess.
I write because words understand more than people could ever did.
 I write because i was such a pitiful.
I write because i want to die.
I write because i feel so small.
I write because i am words.
I write because i'm invisible.
I write because i know nobody will ever read it.
I write because i dont know how to express my feelings.
I write because i dont know how to live anymore.
I write because my parents dont love me.
I write because most part of me had gone.
I write because i fucked myself,
I write because i know i wont live any longer.
I write because i want to tell someone i can't.
I write because i dont want to be alone.
I write because nobody loves me.
I write because i cant bear it.
I write because i'm upset.
I write because i'm dissapointed.
I write because i cant do anything anymore.
I write because i dont want to be born like this.
I write because life is too unfair.
I write because i cant be like others.
I write because i felt i'm different.
I write because i wanted to.
I write because that's all i can do.
I write because i cant be thankful anymore.
I write because i dont trust anyone anymore.
I write because i cant keep my promises,
I write because someone stabbed me on the back.
I write because i dont like how they act.
I write because i'm bored.
I write because i have something.
I write because i cant sleep at night.
I write because i cant have a rest at my most tiring day.
I write because i wasn't born with a perfect skin and looks.
I write because i can't make people happy even when i tried to.
I write because people leave me.
I write because i dont have real friends.
I write because i think i should,
I write to let people read what i'v never told them while i'm alive, even i know they will never read my stories.

I write, and write.
Until i dont know how to press the words, until i dont have any titles, until i cant see, until i no longer have feelings, until i cant feel anything, until i no longer can breathe.