Some may show they care,but they dont at all.
Some may not show, but they actually do.
Some may ask : "hey, whats wrong with you?" and they do care.
Some also ask : "hey, r u ok?" but they dont at all.
Good things i knw, when they say..
"Hey, r u ok? I didnt see u around today"
"Hey, whats wrong with you? r u sick? getwellsoon!!"
I also find them really care and wanting me to go back so we could meet.
So oneday i just posted something, actually its just described my pain from sickness iv had that day
"hey, go sleep stop bein sad all the time" ,
" ah u always be sad all the time,lil girl. Did someone hurt you? Ah, "
They just dont understand. Yeah, maybe i always posts some quotes about teen's love probs.
Okay, maybe they just dont get it.
Some friends visited me dat day when i was sick.
First who came were A&K. They'r my classmates at school(yeah,they'r my goodfriends). They came just to see hows it going. They came and told me stories at school i didnt knew bcz i was absent. They gave me informations about school's tasks.
Second, four of myfriends. its J,M,V, and S. J is my classmates, but M,V,& S arent. They'r also my good friends, aka bestie. They came visited me asking about how am i doing. and then they made jokes as usual. Its just, Its not about how long i'v known 'em.. Its about, Those who come and never leave :>
Someone keeps asking about how's my health. he keeps telling me that i should take a good care of my self, and not goin anywhere while im still sick.
He's full of careness.
What kills me is.. Why does it have to be him?
Why do i want someone who doesnt care about me a bit? Y?
I just remembered that u actually dont. :>
U just came and gave sweet words that actually never true. U came and left me with those things. At least if u dont, then dont!
Its better foe me to get hurt seeing you with other girl! Not by getting hurt with ur lies!
U were never meant it,ryt? Never.
U came to try, but there's something u cant accept. And you leave.
I thought u were different, seriously boy. I thought.
yeah, i admit it you were better than others here. why did u have to change? I didnt see you as u used to be. u used to came and say something. at least you call.
I wished you never said it before, and i wished i wasnt that easy with ur words,with you.
Its all my mistake. I'm sorry fo the feelings.
I'm sorry fo liking a boy when i knw he loves another girl.
And when i'm dying for someone's text.. I igrone those who actually cares.
Just.. How much do they care actually?
People will come and ask about how you feel, but they dont really care at all. People will come and only say restwell, and they do mean it.
-its a care-
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