Forgiving

"Sorry"
              Just a simple word, yet is too hard to be said.

“The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.” ~Mahatma Gandhi




Forgiving someone doesnt make you a weak person.
Forgiving someone doesnt mean that you have to have that person in your life.
Forgiving allows you to release the anger,resentment, and hurt.
Forgiveness breaks the chains to your past and sets you free.

It hurts a lot, the person who hurts me this much should be killed.
It's like something chopping my heart into pieces, its like someone who hits you hard with eyes closed, Its like someone you love
telling you to stop loving them
telling you to stop being alive
telling you to stop being exist.

Let me admit it myself,
Forgiving someone is a hard thing to do. Yeah, it's absolutely right.
The pain someone gives you, the scars in your soul, the forlorn feeling they left for you before leaving.

It’s a hard thing to do—
              to completely let go of something painful and forgive the person who may or may not have realized what they did to us. At my angriest point, I was convinced the person who hurt me did it with full intention and cruelty. I felt not a shred of compassion; just unadulterated pain and rage.

 Then I realized, unless someone is a sociopath, they are rarely without feeling. And if they’ve hurt another person, even if their ego prevents them from admitting it, odds are they feel remorse on some level.

                 SO,
How do you forgive someone when every fiber of your being resists? How do you look at them lovingly when you still have the memory of their unloving action? How do let go of the way you wish things had worked out if only they made a different choice?

I learned a lot from this site,
http://tinybuddha.com/blog/how-to-forgive-someone-when-its-hard-30-tips-to-let-go-of-anger/
May anyone visit and read their sites, its worth to waste your time here.

I want to be forgiven,
just like how i want to forgive myself.
I want to feel free,
no,
I just want to feel free over myself.
I want to let it all, go.
I want to have

Understand this: Whether you like it or not, over time, you will stop feeling the pain, so why hold on to something that’s going to away anyway?

How did I forgive when it was hard? I came to this realization: No one ever gets to the end of their life and thinks, “I wish I stayed angry longer.” They generally say one of three things: “I’m sorry,” “I forgive you,” or “I love you.”

No one is purely bad, and everyone carries their own pain which influences the decisions they make.