“Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.”Sometimes, you have to lose something to appreciate the still's. Once, i almost committed suicide just because i lost my bestfriends. The truth was, i never really was. We were separated by distance. But i couldn't help, i'm all left alone with the new atmosphere. The place i'v never imagined would be like this, it was the exact completely opposite from what i'v ever imagined.
I felt so small. Aint got anybody here. People rude. Worlds become rude. Life become unloveable. That's why, perhaps.
And then, to heal it, i tried with some people.
Then lastly, i got some close friends. They're lovely, always here everytime i need them.
But, do you think i'm happy all this time?
honestly, its not that great.
I'm all a mess after that. I can't even show up to this world. I'm afraid. I cant even tell those to them.
I always try to smile whenever i get hurt. I think, its better for me to always show them that i'm happy with them.. rather than telling them what i feel.
This pain, hurts more than anything i'v ever felt. Its worse, WORSE than getting a broken heart.
I dont think there's any other pain could beat this pain. Friend, is important. Just like the part of my body, when i lose it, it means i'm dying..to death.
I wish us to be able to meet up sooner!<3 -RMC-
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