Change

People change. Things we like and dislike change.

Last few moments, i put this pic on my displaypict. Someone asked me if he can put the same pict or nah.

I also found some puttin the same pics on another day.

So i asked them,
"what do u think about this pic?", "it describes my feelings".

I was, but then i realized that i was holding on to somethin that didnt exist anymore.
That the person i missed, didnt exist anymore. And how i couldnt accept the truth that.. People change. And we can do nothing over that. " i wish i could go back to where i used to do that,and change everything", a few words that EVER come to our mind, wonderin if we can.. but we all do know that its not possible anymore.

Sometimes we dont even realize that every seconds we r having, were goin to be missed. We will miss every seconds of the time we'v been spending. We didnt realize the priceless time until we lost the time that becomin a memories.

Its just the sad me, maybe.
See how fucked up was my life atm.

Pain changed me. I hate how some words do happens everytime i refuse 'em.
It does. Now, i dont even want to be myself anymore. I want to throw all these things iv been doing to the wrong person. I want to fucked em out from my fuckin memories! I hate how i gave all my feelings to that one wrong person. Im so fucked up. Here i am, the same person, with a different attitude.

Iv changed. yeah, thanks pain :>
I moved, and im over it rn. Datin with the new one, knowing that it will end up the same but still doing it :)

But ill make sure that i wont do the same mistakes anymore, i wont put all my feelings together over him. And i wont trust any guy anymore. you such a fool,boy!
We'r not that dumb! we'v been enough with those! we'r playin the rules now :3

Lets see who's gonna win.